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Purgatory truly exists

I'm tired of this darkness Am I dead? Help me please I'm completely surrounded No matter how fast I run I just keep going deeper into this void Turn left Turn right Keep going straight or back? Dark Dark Dark Am I even alive? The clock keeps ticking faster Where did that even come from? I think I'm going mad here I think I'm losing to this darkness No matter where I go It follows me This void This darkness I can't stand this anymore Run back Run forward Turn right Then left This ticking is going faster The anxiety is taking over My legs are shaking My hands won't steady This darkness is shrinking me The pressure is heavy on me now

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Purgatory truly exists by carmen16, literature

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Purgatory truly exists

Coma by carmen16, literature

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Into the darkness I run. Don't hold me back Don't let me fall All I have left is my soul Don't let my soul wander out Don't let yourself become nothing These moans and screams maybe all around me But this small light inside me is all I have left to remind me Guide me out. Find the True light. We need to escape Before all these memories fade I'm forgetting Who am I truly now? To find myself once more I have to keep running Aren't I just a grain of sand in this desert? Why should I escape? Aren't I dead anyways? My steps are slowing... am I losing hope of escape? Once you give up, that is truly when you lose the game. Don't stumble, d

Haunted by your Ghost by carmen16, literature

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Haunted by your Ghost

I cant bring back to life what I used to have But I wonder if you have forgotten who I am I'm a selfish, self centered person so I cant help but want you to remember me I want to haunt you my kisses my touch my whispering words full of love remember it well and don't forget them. more than six years have passed but I don't want to be forgotten at least not by you. if I am going to be haunted by you forever I prefer to haunt you as well. So you better not forget who I am you better not forget my touch remember I'm a selfish, self centered person I'm sure I told you this many times before. I'm sure you didn't believe me but I always told

Betrayal has no name by carmen16, literature

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Betrayal has no name

I used to think life was full of beauty every thing and everyone had something special about them unique and beautiful at every turn a simple smile would warm my heart naive and simple always thinking the best of people only to be reminded time and again how deceitful people truly are promises , promises. That’s all they can make. Breaking them, breaking them time and time again giving new life to this dark part of me distrustful of everyone, the world all around me alone ashamed who am I really now? When I look in the mirror all I want to do is tear that image apart. This darkness spreads its poisonous veins no smile can hide

Helpless by carmen16, literature

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Helpless

Here are these pages full of words and memories full of love and promises unlocked dreams and hopes become a reality. And here is reality full of tears and no hope those dreams are burned away these thoughts brushed with madness every day. when you try to sleep you dream of hope and wake with grief you hurt all over with no peace and you pray to god to have some peace you pray to find those hopes and dreams the quite night surrounds you leaving you helpless with no distractions about and you feel the madness brushing faster against you you feel the pain withering you inside. And all you wish is to sleep sleep where you can dream dr

Autumn by carmen16, literature

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Autumn

Autumn has come the fires burning low dying leaves and dying souls the future seems dark and bleak becoming autumn full of memories… skin cold; without warmth darkness prevails in these hours dying breaths; can’t hold on anymore breaking fast and fading away to the unknown so cruel the end nothing ever lasts… where is the fire to ignite these final ashes? To greedy… the sun never lasts.

Bitter disappointments by carmen16, literature

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Bitter disappointments

Sick and tired of standing falling fast and there’s no stopping do you even feel my anger? bitterness will surely drown me falling faster grab on to me there’s nothing else stopping me letting go will surely kill me but there’s no hand to grab me falling faster can’t you see it? nothing is there to hold me your heartless words cant freeze me I’m falling down just please catch me wake up already you’re not dead stop playing your foolish little games face me you bitter disappointment I’m falling faster can’t you see it? Wake up already and stop acting dead I know that you can hear me!

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Coma by carmen16, literature

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Haunted by your Ghost by carmen16, literature

Haunted by your Ghost

Betrayal has no name by carmen16, literature

Betrayal has no name

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Helpless by carmen16, literature

Helpless

Autumn by carmen16, literature

Autumn

Bitter disappointments by carmen16, literature

Bitter disappointments